all these things.
a bunch of things going on in my head...
the reno: refinishing the floors. the old Fir floors that we found under so much history. history like old nasty wall-to-wall carpet, underlay, plywood, and ugly lino tiles from the 50's. the reno is interesting, kinda fun (?) and a distraction from other things...
the Cat: did i tell ya? one of my cats got a bit broken, about 6 weeks ago? pretty traunatic for him and me too. i've been caring for him all this time... and working on the house a bit. he's doing better, slowly. and he's a very expensive cat now. i do love him, but it's been a long difficult time.
i have 2 cats, one is Munnin, and the other is Magni. he's the one that got hurt, mostly a broken jaw. they are two black beasties, brothers, and good company. i think they are here to help me learn compassion, especially with this recovering beast.
the train wreck: well, it's been on my mind a bit, not too much. it sure doesn't use up much of my emotional resources these days; it's just fading into the past. sort of. i sure do need to deal with it soon, just to make things run a bit smoother in social circles, where such things can over-lap. and clearing things up, emotionally, is always a good idea. i guess. the person this all happened with has been away a lot, but i think she gets back again this weekend, and i'm going to make an effort to get in touch and start talking.
the Cub: the thing that is most on my thoughts... the guy that is most on my thoughts. the Cub. he is the guy that i have stong feelings for, and things have been hard to figure out, and a bit rough. a few days ago now, finally, things have started to feel like they are coming together somewhat. this is very cool... also i need to think about it a lot, give our friendship a lot of care, and attention, and respect.
i have known this guy for almost a year, and quite a lot has happened, a lot of it internal... in my thoughts and emotions. as a way to reflect on this, and recall events, and record them for later i suppose, i have started today to write what might be called a journal with a focus on this guy and all that has evolved with us.
writing might be a better pastime, in some ways, than maybe watching tv is.
* if you are wondering what "Cub" means in this context, here is a link.
the reno: refinishing the floors. the old Fir floors that we found under so much history. history like old nasty wall-to-wall carpet, underlay, plywood, and ugly lino tiles from the 50's. the reno is interesting, kinda fun (?) and a distraction from other things...
the Cat: did i tell ya? one of my cats got a bit broken, about 6 weeks ago? pretty traunatic for him and me too. i've been caring for him all this time... and working on the house a bit. he's doing better, slowly. and he's a very expensive cat now. i do love him, but it's been a long difficult time.
i have 2 cats, one is Munnin, and the other is Magni. he's the one that got hurt, mostly a broken jaw. they are two black beasties, brothers, and good company. i think they are here to help me learn compassion, especially with this recovering beast.
the train wreck: well, it's been on my mind a bit, not too much. it sure doesn't use up much of my emotional resources these days; it's just fading into the past. sort of. i sure do need to deal with it soon, just to make things run a bit smoother in social circles, where such things can over-lap. and clearing things up, emotionally, is always a good idea. i guess. the person this all happened with has been away a lot, but i think she gets back again this weekend, and i'm going to make an effort to get in touch and start talking.
the Cub: the thing that is most on my thoughts... the guy that is most on my thoughts. the Cub. he is the guy that i have stong feelings for, and things have been hard to figure out, and a bit rough. a few days ago now, finally, things have started to feel like they are coming together somewhat. this is very cool... also i need to think about it a lot, give our friendship a lot of care, and attention, and respect.
i have known this guy for almost a year, and quite a lot has happened, a lot of it internal... in my thoughts and emotions. as a way to reflect on this, and recall events, and record them for later i suppose, i have started today to write what might be called a journal with a focus on this guy and all that has evolved with us.
writing might be a better pastime, in some ways, than maybe watching tv is.
* if you are wondering what "Cub" means in this context, here is a link.
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